I sit in isolation
A solitude not kept from desperation
I can sense the veil of darkness slipping over my mind
A sinking sensation begins in my throat
And travels past my sore heart and settles in my stomach
The symptoms of anxiety tear apart this body that had been free of it for so long
The shroud of uncertainty shields me from the joy of the world around me
For the first time since my recent memory allows me, I cannot understand
I feel so cold
I feel so numb
The unconscious pain dulls the world around me
I’m lost
My sanity no longer holds it bearing
For the first time I begin to have doubts
Doubts
I begin to wonder if you’ve been lying to me the whole time
I begin to wonder if the trust that I placed in you was in vain
It is known my past, and that my trust is all that allows me to love you
I begin to wonder if my trust is placed in vain
And now, what is this?
A lie, treachery indignant
A profound statement of the ignorant
I should give you the benefit of the doubt
You can’t know what you are doing
You can’t
You wouldn’t
You wouldn’t just twist my thoughts
Wrap up all my thoughts in a preconceived little package
Make my thoughts yours
You wouldn’t
Shouldn’t
Couldn’t
Could you?
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