Pain
It started out in innocence
Back when I thought I could love
And here we are
Texts go unanswered
Calls to voice-mail
I say the wrong words
Just happen to say it the wrong way
Phrase it so she gets so
Sooo
Mad
Unintentionally
All I wanted to do was share
Tell her something important to me
Or something funny I thought about
So I started watching what I said
Editing
Changing
Conforming to how she wants to hear things
And I was just getting the hang of it
Just finding a way to keep her temper
But she found new things to get mad about
Nothing will do
She’s not the first one
They’ve all been like this
It’s just… the norm
Waking up
Staring at the ceiling
I wouldn’t want to move
Couldn’t make myself
The weight of love bearing down
So i missed work
I made excuses
Just to stare at a wall
Unmoving
Depression controlling everything
The smiles harder to find
Laughing only a memory
But
I was drawn back to her
Every day
Life just wasn’t the same without her
Without walking on eggshells
That cut deep into my soul
Bleeding with the agony of day to day
Turning black inside
Feeling my heart wilt
And die
Life just isn’t the same without
Misery
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